Saturday, May 12, 2001

is it terribly horrible that as a soon-to-be college third year I really have no desire to go out and drink myself into oblivion? I like to go out, and social drinking is fine. it just baffles me, why do people subject themselves to a drunken state every weekend or for some people everyday? don't get me wrong, I do like to partake every once in a while. but, I don't really like not being in control of my body. just my feelings on the subject. I was just thinking about it last night. I went out just not to drink.
anyways, I can't stand the radio too much anymore. maybe it is just the fact that I am always hearing the same 10 songs all the time. there are some decent radio stations here like the Buzz which plays classic 80's all the time. I like that one. so, if you are constantly looking for new music to listen to like I am you should check out awaremusic.com or check out the awarestore.com. there are tons and tons of amazing artists there. all different kinds to quench your varying musical thrist. I am listening to Dispatch right now... Steeples. mmmm. good stuff. others I urge you to check out... Pat McGee Band, Jump, Little Children. tons. if I listed them all, this entry would be unending. check it out for yourself.
one week of studying left and I am done for this year.
peace.

Wednesday, May 09, 2001

I don't know what it is with me and showtunes lately but today while sitting outside I started to sing "Doe, a dear." from The Sound of Music. it was in the courtyard of our apartment complex and it was loud. 'nother random spurt.

Tuesday, May 08, 2001

it has been raining all day and while walking to zak's car I could see my reflection in the street. it was still raining slightly and I kept walking as if I could detach the reflection from my feet. you know, like walking faster to see if it could walk as fast as I was. it's a reflection, silly. then I suddenly felt like singing "On My Own" from the musical Les Miserables. especially the part that goes "in the rain, that pavement shines like silver, all the lights are misty in the river...." hee hee. so I sang that really loud in the parking lot. I was having a random spurt of hyperness. it was fun. zak and I sang really loud to the radio all the way home. fun times.
this is a quick one for zak....

pufff...................................................

Monday, May 07, 2001

what am I doing? I am waiting for my water to boil so that I can make pasta in hopes of sometime today eating it.
what am I listening to? Magazine by Jump, Little Children
what do I plan to do later? organic chemistry. dr. turner is my nemesis. must study so that I can kick her ass and get an A in the course.
who do I plan to do later? hee hee, no one. honest!

I'll be right back... hafta check the water...........so close to a boil.... it's more like a quiet simmer right now. oh good song... cathedrals. I was walking back to my apartment today and I could smell the scent of the flowers that were growing on a tree. mmmm spring. smells so good. I love in the fall when the air is really crisp and you can smell woodburning fireplaces. I love spring also because it leads into summer whereas fall leads into winter. not that I don't like winter but spring and summer has so much more sun and I love the sun! everyone's faces are becoming all rosy, tanned and sun-kissed. OH the water..... ragin' boil! the pasta is in. am I making you hungry? I'm sorry. I know I am hungry. anyway, so spring is great. school is almost over, which is awesome but scary in a sense. I am going to have to be really responsible soon. completely responsible, not quasi-responsible. I am excited to get into the real world and get out of this bubble. you know, people say that college is supposed to be more realistic. in some ways, yes. but, I still feel like we are all protected in this force field that doesn't let too much in. maybe it's because I don't have a car and I don't get to get out much. lol. or maybe it is just that, we are all still safe to the dangerous outside called real life....

Sunday, May 06, 2001

dude... have you ever had days where you are so incredibly irritable? well, today is one of those days for me. I don't feel like talking, I just want to do what I have to do and be done with it. BAH! for the love of god.